Worn Out!

I am honestly worn out this week. I haven't been sleeping well. I'm living off coffee. I have one of my girls on my mind this week. As a youth leader, it's hard for me to turn off mom mode. Actually, I don't know if I should. Maybe these girls need me to be mom and friend. I just want to wrap this kid in my arms and make all the bad go away. It's hard enough being a kid today, add to that all the crap that adults throw at these kids and it makes it worse.

Anyway, I am looking forward to Spring Break next week. Olivia will not be here, so for the first time in a long time, it will be just me and my kids. We are going to paint more art for the house, plant some flowers, and I would love to visit Nana one day. All that, plus getting ready for Rock Group will make for a busy week, but that will be just fine with me. I would love for Brianna to have at least one dilly dally day, that's what we call those days when you don't get out of pajamas. She needs the down time. I think it will be good for all of us.

I've started watching The Real Housewives on Bravo lately. It just amazes me that people actually live this way. Seriously, this week the Duchess was volunteering with a group of girls who are learning about raising their self-esteeem. One girl told Duchess that she wants to be a model when she grows up. Well, Duchess told her that she had a pretty face, and that losing weight was easy. SHE TOLD A GIRL IN A SELF-ESTEEM GROUP SHE NEEDS TO LOSE WEIGHT. Wake up! No one cares that you are the Duchess of whatever. Have some common sense. You are there to teach these girls about raising their self-esteem. I really don't know why I watch it, it's kind of like a train wreck, you just have to stop and look.